Am not the only one.

"I love you"..were the words which jiggled me,

Ego and pride rented my body and soul,

My assurance about you were never alloyed with doubts,

Love is blind,

The deaf ear I gave to the public was perceived as unexpected virtue from a guy of my caliber,

My love for you was robust,

A phenomenal sensation and feelings I had for you was imaginable,

You weren't my first lady

But then, weightlessly like a dandelion I got carried away with your love unseen but felt like the wind,

Confidently I gave it all I guess, 

Then suddenly,the silence clinches in  between us, 

Crippling our communication, 

Like an ice on water our feelings floatens..

Our silence deepens,

Out of worry I try hard to put our relationship back to course,

Not knowing our relationship was long dead,

And like a doctor I was just performing a cardiopulmonary resuscitation on a dead body hoping for a revival, 

Am not the only one. 

You were long gone, out of reach,

While I was just a puppet or rather a scapegoat of your boredom,

My heart,oozing out of pain for it's cracked and shredded into pieces,

Disappointments and humiliation is what I bare,

I wasn't the foundation neither the pillar of your happiness,

Just like tendrils, I didn't know I was the one clinching for support, 

You were my priority, 

While I was your option,

Like sun and night,they never marge 

But unveils the difference,

So in the furthest corner,

I sit alone, slowly healing,

As I become a monster you have made me to be, 

I wasn't the only one. 

@theluopoet